Sunday, October 30, 2011

Franklin Ace Peterson

So I know I am horrible at updating our blog, new goal... update at least once a month. But the past year has been spent for the most part preparing and getting ready for this little guy:






Franklin Ace Peterson
Born October 8, 2011 at 8:32 pm
Weighed 7 lbs 12 oz and was 20 inches long.




I would not let many people take pictures of me pregnant but this is one Caitlin snuck in at one of my showers. It was exactly one week before he was born.





We got his nursery ready pretty early, but once my mom got her at the end of September she helped me put up some final touches. We got all of our bedding and such for free from Mike's boss which made it so much easier to pick the jungle theme, because that was what she gave us. If she hadn't, I think I would have probably given myself an anurism trying to decide what to do.




This was the first day we brought him home. Sydney loves him and is very protective over him. She will not let the cat get anywhere near him and is the first to his side to respond to his cries. When we go for walks she has to periodically jump on the side of the stroller to make sure that he is okay before she continues.


This is the first picture that was taken of our new little family, obviously neither me or Mike were paying attention but I like it just the same. It's pretty adorable because Mike was actually talking to the nurse already worried about the little noises he was making, sounding like something was in his throat, and was making sure he was okay and if there was anything we should be doing.



It suprised us both that he has such light hair, and it looks super red when put in the sunlight.



We named him Ace, after Ace Enders who is our favorite muscian. Mike and I have been to a few of his concerts together. It was the first concert we ever had gone to together, where Ace Enders held my hand and make preceded to tell me that I wasn't allowed to wash it and he was going to chop it off and hang it on the wall (romantic from the start I tell ya!) ;) I was also wearing an Early November shirt the first time that we kissed, and it was one of the only things that Ace responded to in the womb when I played music for him. Mike told me when we first got married that's what he wanted to call his first kid, and this whole time we were trying to pick a name he only liked names that he could get "Ace" as a justified nickname. So finally, after much deliberation and us being to of the most undesicive people I asked him what he would call him which was Ace, no matter what his name was so we decided to just go ahead and use that. A lot of people don't like it but it has meaning to us and we like it which is all that really matters. We also used Franklin, which is Mike's dad's name. We figured since he was the first grandson we would name him after his paternal grandfather as well.


He has so many funny expressions and such a personality!


It's hard to capture them all, he is already changing so fast!


But he is the sweetest little guy. He is so easy going and laid back, he makes it seem to easy currently, we are hoping it lasts! :)


Mike carved this pumpkin for him, underneath his hand is a guitar you just can't see it.


So me and Grandma Hanna had a fun little photoshoot with him outside with the pumpkins.



I can't even get enough time with this guy. He has deff changed our lives but we are living every minute of it!

Friday, October 22, 2010

Family Tree! and the last leaf...

So I have been wanting to do this project forever and finally took this day off to do it! It literally took me the whole day but I am really happy with the end result. I first had to hand outline my tree with tape... which took roughly 7 hours... and then painted it. All I was planning on getting accomplished today was painting the tree but after I got to that point I really wanted to see the end result. The rest was easy, and I am really happy with how it turned out! The only thing left to add is a I have a quote that says "rooted in love" and ordered it in vinyl to put towards the trunk so I am just waiting for that to get here! So that is our family tree filled with pictures of our family including our dog Sydney! :)

So, as I was outlining and painting this tree all day I kept thinking about this story that has great personal meaning between my mom and me, that came about during my parent's divorce. It is about the "last leaf" falling off the tree... so after I was done I went outside and found a beautiful fall leaf to hang on my tree and I did just that!


So this is for my mom! Also I went ahead and posted the story I was talking about if you feel like taking a read...

The Last Leaf
By O' Henry

In a little district west of Washington Square the streets have run crazy and broken themselves into small strips called "places." These "places" make strange angles and curves. One Street crosses itself a time or two. An artist once discovered a valuable possibility in this street. Suppose a collector with a bill for paints, paper and canvas should, in traversing this route, suddenly meet himself coming back, without a cent having been paid on account!

So, to quaint old Greenwich Village the art people soon came prowling, hunting for north windows and eighteenth-century gables and Dutch attics and low rents. Then they imported some pewter mugs and a chafing dish or two from Sixth Avenue, and became a "colony."

At the top of a squatty, three-story brick Sue and Johnsy had their studio. "Johnsy" was familiar for Joanna. One was from Maine; the other from California. They had met at the table d'hôte of an Eighth Street "Delmonico's," and found their tastes in art, chicory salad and bishop sleeves so congenial that the joint studio resulted.

That was in May. In November a cold, unseen stranger, whom the doctors called Pneumonia, stalked about the colony, touching one here and there with his icy fingers. Over on the east side this ravager strode boldly, smiting his victims by scores, but his feet trod slowly through the maze of the narrow and moss-grown "places."

Mr. Pneumonia was not what you would call a chivalric old gentleman. A mite of a little woman with blood thinned by California zephyrs was hardly fair game for the red-fisted, short-breathed old duffer. But Johnsy he smote; and she lay, scarcely moving, on her painted iron bedstead, looking through the small Dutch window-panes at the blank side of the next brick house.

One morning the busy doctor invited Sue into the hallway with a shaggy, gray eyebrow.

"She has one chance in - let us say, ten," he said, as he shook down the mercury in his clinical thermometer. " And that chance is for her to want to live. This way people have of lining-u on the side of the undertaker makes the entire pharmacopoeia look silly. Your little lady has made up her mind that she's not going to get well. Has she anything on her mind?"

"She - she wanted to paint the Bay of Naples some day." said Sue.

"Paint? - bosh! Has she anything on her mind worth thinking twice - a man for instance?"

"A man?" said Sue, with a jew's-harp twang in her voice. "Is a man worth - but, no, doctor; there is nothing of the kind."

"Well, it is the weakness, then," said the doctor. "I will do all that science, so far as it may filter through my efforts, can accomplish. But whenever my patient begins to count the carriages in her funeral procession I subtract 50 per cent from the curative power of medicines. If you will get her to ask one question about the new winter styles in cloak sleeves I will promise you a one-in-five chance for her, instead of one in ten."

After the doctor had gone Sue went into the workroom and cried a Japanese napkin to a pulp. Then she swaggered into Johnsy's room with her drawing board, whistling ragtime.

Johnsy lay, scarcely making a ripple under the bedclothes, with her face toward the window. Sue stopped whistling, thinking she was asleep.

She arranged her board and began a pen-and-ink drawing to illustrate a magazine story. Young artists must pave their way to Art by drawing pictures for magazine stories that young authors write to pave their way to Literature.

As Sue was sketching a pair of elegant horseshow riding trousers and a monocle of the figure of the hero, an Idaho cowboy, she heard a low sound, several times repeated. She went quickly to the bedside.

Johnsy's eyes were open wide. She was looking out the window and counting - counting backward.

"Twelve," she said, and little later "eleven"; and then "ten," and "nine"; and then "eight" and "seven", almost together.

Sue look solicitously out of the window. What was there to count? There was only a bare, dreary yard to be seen, and the blank side of the brick house twenty feet away. An old, old ivy vine, gnarled and decayed at the roots, climbed half way up the brick wall. The cold breath of autumn had stricken its leaves from the vine until its skeleton branches clung, almost bare, to the crumbling bricks.

"What is it, dear?" asked Sue.

"Six," said Johnsy, in almost a whisper. "They're falling faster now. Three days ago there were almost a hundred. It made my head ache to count them. But now it's easy. There goes another one. There are only five left now."

"Five what, dear? Tell your Sudie."

"Leaves. On the ivy vine. When the last one falls I must go, too. I've known that for three days. Didn't the doctor tell you?"

"Oh, I never heard of such nonsense," complained Sue, with magnificent scorn. "What have old ivy leaves to do with your getting well? And you used to love that vine so, you naughty girl. Don't be a goosey. Why, the doctor told me this morning that your chances for getting well real soon were - let's see exactly what he said - he said the chances were ten to one! Why, that's almost as good a chance as we have in New York when we ride on the street cars or walk past a new building. Try to take some broth now, and let Sudie go back to her drawing, so she can sell the editor man with it, and buy port wine for her sick child, and pork chops for her greedy self."

"You needn't get any more wine," said Johnsy, keeping her eyes fixed out the window. "There goes another. No, I don't want any broth. That leaves just four. I want to see the last one fall before it gets dark. Then I'll go, too."

"Johnsy, dear," said Sue, bending over her, "will you promise me to keep your eyes closed, and not look out the window until I am done working? I must hand those drawings in by to-morrow. I need the light, or I would draw the shade down."

"Couldn't you draw in the other room?" asked Johnsy, coldly.

"I'd rather be here by you," said Sue. "Beside, I don't want you to keep looking at those silly ivy leaves."

"Tell me as soon as you have finished," said Johnsy, closing her eyes, and lying white and still as fallen statue, "because I want to see the last one fall. I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of thinking. I want to turn loose my hold on everything, and go sailing down, down, just like one of those poor, tired leaves."

"Try to sleep," said Sue. "I must call Behrman up to be my model for the old hermit miner. I'll not be gone a minute. Don't try to move 'til I come back."

Old Behrman was a painter who lived on the ground floor beneath them. He was past sixty and had a Michael Angelo's Moses beard curling down from the head of a satyr along with the body of an imp. Behrman was a failure in art. Forty years he had wielded the brush without getting near enough to touch the hem of his Mistress's robe. He had been always about to paint a masterpiece, but had never yet begun it. For several years he had painted nothing except now and then a daub in the line of commerce or advertising. He earned a little by serving as a model to those young artists in the colony who could not pay the price of a professional. He drank gin to excess, and still talked of his coming masterpiece. For the rest he was a fierce little old man, who scoffed terribly at softness in any one, and who regarded himself as especial mastiff-in-waiting to protect the two young artists in the studio above.

Sue found Behrman smelling strongly of juniper berries in his dimly lighted den below. In one corner was a blank canvas on an easel that had been waiting there for twenty-five years to receive the first line of the masterpiece. She told him of Johnsy's fancy, and how she feared she would, indeed, light and fragile as a leaf herself, float away, when her slight hold upon the world grew weaker.

Old Behrman, with his red eyes plainly streaming, shouted his contempt and derision for such idiotic imaginings.

"Vass!" he cried. "Is dere people in de world mit der foolishness to die because leafs dey drop off from a confounded vine? I haf not heard of such a thing. No, I will not bose as a model for your fool hermit-dunderhead. Vy do you allow dot silly pusiness to come in der brain of her? Ach, dot poor leetle Miss Yohnsy."

"She is very ill and weak," said Sue, "and the fever has left her mind morbid and full of strange fancies. Very well, Mr. Behrman, if you do not care to pose for me, you needn't. But I think you are a horrid old - old flibbertigibbet."

"You are just like a woman!" yelled Behrman. "Who said I will not bose? Go on. I come mit you. For half an hour I haf peen trying to say dot I am ready to bose. Gott! dis is not any blace in which one so goot as Miss Yohnsy shall lie sick. Some day I vill baint a masterpiece, and ve shall all go away. Gott! yes."

Johnsy was sleeping when they went upstairs. Sue pulled the shade down to the window-sill, and motioned Behrman into the other room. In there they peered out the window fearfully at the ivy vine. Then they looked at each other for a moment without speaking. A persistent, cold rain was falling, mingled with snow. Behrman, in his old blue shirt, took his seat as the hermit miner on an upturned kettle for a rock.

When Sue awoke from an hour's sleep the next morning she found Johnsy with dull, wide-open eyes staring at the drawn green shade.

"Pull it up; I want to see," she ordered, in a whisper.

Wearily Sue obeyed.

But, lo! after the beating rain and fierce gusts of wind that had endured through the livelong night, there yet stood out against the brick wall one ivy leaf. It was the last one on the vine. Still dark green near its stem, with its serrated edges tinted with the yellow of dissolution and decay, it hung bravely from the branch some twenty feet above the ground.

"It is the last one," said Johnsy. "I thought it would surely fall during the night. I heard the wind. It will fall to-day, and I shall die at the same time."

"Dear, dear!" said Sue, leaning her worn face down to the pillow, "think of me, if you won't think of yourself. What would I do?"

But Johnsy did not answer. The lonesomest thing in all the world is a soul when it is making ready to go on its mysterious, far journey. The fancy seemed to possess her more strongly as one by one the ties that bound her to friendship and to earth were loosed.

The day wore away, and even through the twilight they could see the lone ivy leaf clinging to its stem against the wall. And then, with the coming of the night the north wind was again loosed, while the rain still beat against the windows and pattered down from the low Dutch eaves.

When it was light enough Johnsy, the merciless, commanded that the shade be raised.

The ivy leaf was still there.

Johnsy lay for a long time looking at it. And then she called to Sue, who was stirring her chicken broth over the gas stove.

"I've been a bad girl, Sudie," said Johnsy. "Something has made that last leaf stay there to show me how wicked I was. It is a sin to want to die. You may bring a me a little broth now, and some milk with a little port in it, and - no; bring me a hand-mirror first, and then pack some pillows about me, and I will sit up and watch you cook."

And hour later she said:

"Sudie, some day I hope to paint the Bay of Naples."

The doctor came in the afternoon, and Sue had an excuse to go into the hallway as he left.

"Even chances," said the doctor, taking Sue's thin, shaking hand in his. "With good nursing you'll win." And now I must see another case I have downstairs. Behrman, his name is - some kind of an artist, I believe. Pneumonia, too. He is an old, weak man, and the attack is acute. There is no hope for him; but he goes to the hospital to-day to be made more comfortable."

The next day the doctor said to Sue: "She's out of danger. You won. Nutrition and care now - that's all."

And that afternoon Sue came to the bed where Johnsy lay, contentedly knitting a very blue and very useless woollen shoulder scarf, and put one arm around her, pillows and all.

"I have something to tell you, white mouse," she said. "Mr. Behrman died of pneumonia to-day in the hospital. He was ill only two days. The janitor found him the morning of the first day in his room downstairs helpless with pain. His shoes and clothing were wet through and icy cold. They couldn't imagine where he had been on such a dreadful night. And then they found a lantern, still lighted, and a ladder that had been dragged from its place, and some scattered brushes, and a palette with green and yellow colors mixed on it, and - look out the window, dear, at the last ivy leaf on the wall. Didn't you wonder why it never fluttered or moved when the wind blew? Ah, darling, it's Behrman's masterpiece - he painted it there the night that the last leaf fell."

Monday, September 20, 2010

Sometimes being a girl sucks!

So I have been hardcore and aggresively dieting for the past month... I lost 25 pounds total with cheating once right at 3 weeks (which I am still mad at myself for but it was peach days and I couldn't resist those warm cinnamon glazed almonds). But what I hate, is that I should be extatic! That is a lot of weight to lose in such a short time... but how do I feel? Depressed that I still would like to lose another 15-20 pounds. I mean I am WAY closer to my goal, but it just makes me sick how far out of control I let my body go and that after losing so much, I am still only 2/3's of the way there, instead of being at my goal. This probably makes no sense to anybody reading but it has been driving me crazy and I had to write it down to hopefully help it get out of my system! And as I am beating myself up and depressed looking in the mirror and at pictures, Mike sits on the couch eating two hamburgers! And I'm like REALLY? You only weigh MAYBE 10 or 15 pounds more than you did in High School, and I have no idea where you have put it because you can still wear ALL the same clothes!? It drives me nuts. I have always had a complex about my weight even when I was pretty thin... which I would die to be that small now, and I should be going to my husband to make me feel better. But let's face it he sucks with words, he has since i met him and I knew that about him when I married him.

Guess that's my little vent, onto another day...

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Bliss... I missed you dear friend!

So I was sitting on my couch, looking around at the mess of our new house, and just had a wonderfully happy moment I felt I needed to share. There are boxes all over our floor where Mike unwrapped our blinds and started hanging them (thanks to his boss for such an awesome and generous house warming present) and Mike is laying on the floor with Sydney while she is going wild and sliding all over the boxes and bubble wrap barking and making all the weird noises she does and we both just started laughing so hard at her, she is such a treat even though she is a mongrel most of the times but I just took that minute to look around me to see how lucky I am, how blessed I am, and to not let little things crush my days and bring me down, because that is Satan trying to crush the happiness out of our hearts. The primary song "count your blessings" immediately popped into my head which my mom sings ALL THE TIME when we complain about something which drives me nuts but I couldn't help but smile when that was the first thing I thought of, and I do hope that each of us count our blessings and take a moment to appreciate all of the blessings we have each been given. Anyways, just a short post I thought I should share and here is a little video at the peak of our crazy pup!


Monday, April 19, 2010

Cupcake Tower!


So, it took me FOREVER to find a cupcake stand that would work for this project but I finally did, and what do you know? It was the cheapest one I found which was also a plus! My cousin Anna is expecting her first baby girl! So, I volunteered to do a cake for her shower. It was an open house kind of style so I didn't want a cake that people would be afraid to cut into or eat till the end of the party, so we decided on a cupcake tower with a small cake on the top!

She likes more earthy, natural kind of colors, so I went with a kind of "garden" color scheme. Also I wanted to try these adorable gerbera daisies I have seen... they turned out way pretty... but do take a LONG time to make... I'll show you a little bit of the process...


For these, I mix fondant with gum paste, it makes it harder, and you can actually keep them and reuse them if they dry long enough. I used my cutter upside down to get the crispest edges...


You need two cutouts for each flower, but after you cut it out you roll out and vein the petals a little bit...


Then, get the middle of the bottom one a little wet, and put the other one on top and they'll stick together!


Then, I use the smallest flower cutter I have... After you cut these out, I have a tiny pair of little bladed, but SHARP scissors... You cut them in half and then cut each petal in half so they are skinnier... but don't cut the petals all the way through so they stay together....


Get the center of the flower wet again,.. and start pressing and sticking the smaller pieces to the outside edge of the middle of the flower... forming the circle...


Then I made a center for each, where I used my scissors and a toothpick again to make it a little more real-like giving it some texture...


And voila! This is everything all put together... I did three different color flowers... The orange, blue, and pink... and then made a small 6" cake for the top... The cake was white with a strawberry filling and buttercream icing and the cupcakes were white and chocolate with buttercream icing on top of them!


Here is a more upclose of the cake...

It turned out well, and looked pretty on the table... I really like doing this style with the cupcakes it's a lot of fun, and cupcakes are so easy for everybody to grab without being scared to mess up the cake, which seems to be what I get with most of the cakes I make, they are in a way pieces of art but when it comes down to it they are for EATING! :)

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Vegas and not 21...

So, I randomly got a weekend off work, without requesting it so Mike and me decided to go down south to visit Becky! It was a super fun relaxing weekend! On Saturday we decided to jump in the car and go to Vegas! I had never been, and I was a little limited as to where I could go since I am still not 21 but we had a blast!

Our first stop was the 4 acre Bass Pro Shop! Mike could not get over how the parking lines were fish... he got SO excited!

What is that over there?


Probably one of the coolest motorcycles I have ever seen!


A beautiful array of colors in the M&M shop!


For some reason it took us at least 20 minutes to find the name "Jessica" M&M tattoo... so of course we spent the time finding it!

Mike got really into the race car and decided we all needed to show off our "sexy" poses! Becky got it started with her hot pose!


Mike told me to show of my assets.... what he thinks is my number one... so I was silly and did...


And of course he had to have his own pose!


Mike snuck this shot of the Coca Cola bear... very sneaky you weren't supposed to photograph him... maybe it sets him off to bite? I don't know...


A bunch of different popular sodas from around the world!

Here we go...


Bottoms up!


Okay and that one was really nasty!

The Bellagio!

Mike and Becky!


Mike's "scandalous" picture of the David... he didn't want to be in it though


Mike took me on a Gondola ride after we got some gelato!



It was such a fun weekend! We went golfing the next day... well after we slept most of the day recovering from our late night in Vegas! It was my first time and I got to use my clubs Mike gave me as a wedding gift! It was a pretty nice day, just a little windy but it was really fun! I just wish Becky lived closer so we could have weekend like that all the time!

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Mario Birthday Cake

So it has been awhile since I have done a pretty fancy cake, but my coworker Alan asked me if I thought I would be able to pull off a Mario cake for his son. He showed me a picture of what they wanted and it was in buttercream so I showed him a couple other ides of fondant and what that would look like. Him and his wife decided that they liked it better, which is great for me, because although it is a little more pricey it is a lot easier for me to hide my mistakes in! He found all of the Mario pieces in a chess set on Ebay and ordered that, and then they found the large Mario in a store in Salt Lake. He was BIG, and it took me forever to think of a way to get him to stay on top but I think that the cloud was one of my favorite parts!
It really turned out well I thought. I loved making the little eating plant guy in the picture above here, sorry that I don't know their names. I made him completely by hand it was really cool to see him turn out so well.


The cake we chose was a yellow and chocolate marble with chocolate buttercream icing underneath the fondant. It looked yummy, and I hope it was... I haven't heard the verdict yet.


Mike was not to thrilled because he was my clean up crew. I had to go to work right as I was finishing the cake so he had to clean it all up... and when I cook or bake or anything I make a mess... but when I make a cake as extravagant as this its a REALLY big mess.


So hopefully it was to their satisfaction and I really hope Kylan liked it! He wanted a Mario cake so bad and had no idea that he was actually getting one!


Happy Birthday Kylan!