Running at 100mph

Life is so busy and hectic lately. I go to school full time, I work full time, I have a boyfriend full time. I seriously never have enough time for anything. I'm totally content with that, I like to stay busy, but I also highly enjoy my days off...

Mike went down south this weekend to go biking... ugh he gets to be warm for a weekend! SO unfair! And I have just been working a ton and getting a lot of errands done. It's been way good. I feel like I have been way productive! It's so weird too though, I think I can count on my hands how many days we have been apart since we started dating (maybe a few more after this weekend), and it just feels pretty weird not seeing him...

So I have been trying to do a lot of things for myself lately, so that I can feel better and boost my self esteem up some...

I hate my hair right now, I just want it to be long again... I loved it when it was way short and it was fun, but I just like it better long, but seriously I am tired of feeling like a Peter Pan look-a-like everyday. My apartment here has the worst water I swear. Since we moved in all four of us have noticed that our skin has gotten considerably worse... now mind you I'm use to having hardly any blemishes on my face... and I have these dumb little, what my mom calls "dirt bumps..." on my skin. It's gross... and makes me look forward to moving out of here... but that's a big dilemma too... I don't know where I'm going to go... or who I'm going to live with. All of my current roommates are planning on moving back home to their parents... but I don't really have that as an option... I don't know that many people, I don't have any really great friends... so I'm not quite sure what will happen. My Step-dad has talked about buying a house out here but who knows if he will ever go through with anything like that.

eeeek. I'm just feeling a little overwhelmed at the moment... and it's late and I should be asleep... so I'll pause my current frustrations and go dream of something lovely!